I don't know. It's hard to tell if I like it or not when there's usually aphrodisiacs. The only other times I've lost control like that without them have been rather... Fraught experiences.
It's all just a lot at once, difficult to process. Maybe that's the point? I feel best when I don't end up having to think much. But it's hard to let go of thinking. I'm sorry, Martin. This isn't helpful.
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Date: 2021-05-13 09:04 pm (UTC)It's hard to tell if I like it or not when there's usually aphrodisiacs.
The only other times I've lost control like that without them have been rather...
Fraught experiences.
It's all just a lot at once, difficult to process.
Maybe that's the point?
I feel best when I don't end up having to think much.
But it's hard to let go of thinking.
I'm sorry, Martin.
This isn't helpful.