[A part of him wants so badly to crumple, to press himself to Martin and just let himself be held for a while.

Jon stays where he is.]

A good person wouldn't have done it in the first place.

[He's not going to let that go. Feeling guilty about it after doesn't actually change what he'd done, after all.]

I should... I need to do some research. Check through the network for any other options apart from an employment contract. You should talk to her, if you can. I told her it might be for the best. You know more about... everything than Tim or Sasha.