It's not hiring someone. It's ensuring I don't have to have you deal with me if I ever give in entirely to the Watcher. Or if something like this happens. I've had agreements like that before here. The people they were with are gone now.
All right. I promise I'll check with you next time before trying something like this. I just don't want you getting in trouble along with me if it comes to it. You can remember you're more vulnerable than I am, right?
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Date: 2021-10-06 08:51 pm (UTC)I won't put it on you.
I'll talk to someone else and arrange for them to do it.
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Date: 2021-10-08 11:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-09 04:44 am (UTC)It's ensuring I don't have to have you deal with me if I ever give in entirely to the Watcher.
Or if something like this happens.
I've had agreements like that before here.
The people they were with are gone now.
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Date: 2021-10-10 10:32 pm (UTC)And- what if they kill you and- and then everything gets fixed a few days later?
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Date: 2021-10-11 12:23 pm (UTC)I've already died here, Martin.
More than once.
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Date: 2021-10-11 11:25 pm (UTC)I don't want you to die, Jon.
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Date: 2021-10-12 01:39 am (UTC)But I don't want to live like that.
I don't want to live without loving you.
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Date: 2021-10-12 11:24 pm (UTC)Just... don't do it recklessly, okay? You can't just throw your life away.
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Date: 2021-10-12 11:54 pm (UTC)I promise I'll check with you next time before trying something like this.
I just don't want you getting in trouble along with me if it comes to it.
You can remember you're more vulnerable than I am, right?
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Date: 2021-10-13 10:12 pm (UTC)And hey, we- you and me together. That's the deal.
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Date: 2021-10-14 02:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-16 12:41 am (UTC)I get to decide that for me, Jon.
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Date: 2021-10-16 08:47 pm (UTC)Have I mentioned you're disgustingly romantic at times?
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Date: 2021-10-16 11:59 pm (UTC)You're welcome :)