And is that enough for you? [He probably shouldn't be needling at this, but he can't help himself. Deep down he thinks Martin can do better than Jon. Even if he thinks Jon may implode without Martin.]
It's not that I don't like him! It's just that Jon can be difficult. I worry he takes advantage of you. Relationships goes two ways and I mostly just hear how he takes from you. I don't often hear about what he gives back in return.
He's- he's affectionate, just not always in public. And- have you really never seen him when he's being just- soft? When he looks at me like I'm the most important person in the world.
Jon? Soft? Not really. [Although there was that time he walked in on a session with Peter...]
There is more to love than saving someone's life. You think because I think of you as a friend and not a lover means I wouldn't try to save your life?
But if he really is soft when you're alone together? Then I guess I have to take your word for it. I just worry about you, Martin. I know how good you can be at giving until there is nothing left to give.
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Date: 2022-01-31 01:02 am (UTC)Also, tell the man to get more sleep. You deserve someone who can give you their full attention when you've asked for it.
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Date: 2022-01-31 01:05 am (UTC)What's that supposed to mean? Jon always needs more sleep, can't deny that but he's good at giving me attention when I want to talk to him.
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Date: 2022-01-31 01:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-01 12:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-03 06:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-06 02:28 am (UTC)Look, I know you don't like him, but I love him. And it's great getting to have that here. We only got 3 weeks at home, before the world ended.
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Date: 2022-02-06 11:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-08 12:29 am (UTC)He's- he's affectionate, just not always in public. And- have you really never seen him when he's being just- soft? When he looks at me like I'm the most important person in the world.
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Date: 2022-02-08 06:05 am (UTC)There is more to love than saving someone's life. You think because I think of you as a friend and not a lover means I wouldn't try to save your life?
But if he really is soft when you're alone together? Then I guess I have to take your word for it. I just worry about you, Martin. I know how good you can be at giving until there is nothing left to give.
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Date: 2022-02-11 11:50 am (UTC)...sorry, that's not fair of me.
And he is. Honestly, he's terrible at asking for things and worries too much about if he's taking advantage.
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Date: 2022-02-14 06:47 am (UTC)Worrying about and indirectly taking advantage of are two very different things.
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Date: 2022-02-15 10:41 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2022-02-21 11:31 pm (UTC)Thank you.