[The touch is a reminder of why he's so in love with this man. It's not something he's afraid of, even if he doesn't think he particularly deserves it. And that's something.]
I don't know. That's why I'm going to look. There are people from different worlds here with different powers, different... higher powers. Maybe there's something.
[There's a part of him that knows Martin is being manipulative now. That he's digging in the screws on Jon's guilt to keep him reined in, to stop him from going too far. He's too exhausted to fight it.]
You're the most important person in my life, Martin.
[His words are quiet, defeated, before he stands up and moves to his desk to turn on his laptop and start working.]
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Date: 2022-04-24 03:00 pm (UTC)Are there options here? I can't imagine anything in this place is going to be as easy as that. You know what it's like.
[Horrible prices that he knows Jon will torture himself with.]
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Date: 2022-04-24 11:02 pm (UTC)I don't know. That's why I'm going to look. There are people from different worlds here with different powers, different... higher powers. Maybe there's something.
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Date: 2022-04-27 11:52 pm (UTC)But don't do anything stupid, alright? I know you want to help people but don't- don't die, okay? You don't have to traumatise yourself.
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Date: 2022-04-28 05:08 am (UTC)[He can't stay dead for long here, anyway.]
I promise.
[Jon says nothing about traumatizing himself.]
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Date: 2022-05-01 05:22 pm (UTC)Thank you. I don't- it hurts me when you're suffering. And I know I'm not that important but... I just want you to be safe.
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Date: 2022-05-02 02:41 am (UTC)You're the most important person in my life, Martin.
[His words are quiet, defeated, before he stands up and moves to his desk to turn on his laptop and start working.]
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Date: 2022-05-03 06:14 pm (UTC)He sighs softly.]
I love you.
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Date: 2022-05-03 07:45 pm (UTC)Love you.
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Date: 2022-05-08 12:39 am (UTC)[Because Jon always seems to hate it.
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Date: 2022-05-08 04:22 am (UTC)I need to work on this, Martin.
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Date: 2022-05-10 02:06 pm (UTC)